Based On A True Story.

happy new year.

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 12:09:59 +0100

to all,

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND YEA HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR AHEAD.

p.s. sorry for not updating in a long while cus im non-com-accessible. yes.

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i cannot believe she's my disciple..

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 11:20:22 +0100

.. cus this is what she did to me. and im terribly hurt i tell you.

ZHONG TONG TONG, you better watch out.

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patrick. this is just so random okay pardon me xt i know i know lol.

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 08:06:40 +0100

yes boss i've deproved and you just made me realise how long i've stopped training for bball or just playing as a team. gotta admit that queensway got prolly good shooters. beware of em next yr people.

the paradigm shift to gymmin'. and im also thinkin bout whether to drop bball competitively. this feeling sucks, man.

wonder how's CJCBBALL doing, or NOT DOING ANYTHING AT ALL.. i meant the girls like duh. pity yan and hiao sometimes.

any ideas to what i can JOIN in poly next year? suggestions needed.

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training-skipping.

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 07:27:54 +0100

havent been going to ~~cj's training~~ for ages and of course finding lotsa excuses in the morning not to go for one. but hey its always so coincidental alright? bleahs. i wonder after yan leaves for taiwan would anyone even attend training?

gymming (and supper!) is still on except sundays. =) whats the gymming for if i have to have supper? i dont know. life is seriously more complicated without dre i admit. LOL.

15 more days.

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FUBAR.

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 14:30:11 +0100

my rare sense's at work again.

went gymmin' yesterday with ros gwen. finally got to breathe a lil.

preparing for some hard-core exercise but strictly no dieting (its NEVER in my dictionary) everyday STARTING FROM today, 1st DECEMBER 2005. let's just imagine gymmin' was today so that i can just bluff my way through that its all the way for 19 days til i leave for korea, you know.

sometimes people are so used to lying that they cannot tell the truth.

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'don't kill the freshman.'

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 11:50:11 +0100

first of all, the title has nothing to do with my entry. it's just the title of my newly-found book. Master looking at me now. its pretty nice to read actually. its a memoir of someone who exists.

anyway. there's so much to hide yet so much to tell.

1. my mum.
2. my mum.
3. yea, you got it, it's my mum again.

received a msg from someone very unexpected. not from an admirer (PUKES!), not from anyone close, but my _ _ _ _ _ _ _ whom only my family and dre knows.

then what's the point of telling? i dont know seriously. feeling kind of frazzled. dre's leaving in 5 days. SIGH

pack up and leave this place.

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slackin' days. (p.s. AGAIN.)

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 13:24:47 +0100

it feels like just waiting for a bunch of 16yr olds to get over their Os so that we can go somewhere together.

ARGH.

and hello Migraine, can you please go away? you've been here since 5pm that sunny sunday afternn and HAVE been hindering whatever i wanna do.

apologises. 'm in some crazy world now.

p.s. striking ~~YOU~~ outta my life.

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puke at your face.

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 06:40:46 +0100

oops, you did it again.

i have the best mum on earth, man.

anyway. a billion million thanks to ppl in 1T13 such as:

" class="middle" border="0"> ROSELINE GWEN PRISSY for all the lunch-outs, grooming lessons, shoppings, actually just for constantly being there (esp ROS!).

" class="middle" border="0"> PK JOYCE for teaching me mahjong at sheer's hse. omg! like finally.. now im on par with sheer.

" class="middle" border="0"> WEIYING for showing me the glam of rock.

" class="middle" border="0"> LIANG for the only reason that he stepped into my life, someone whom i've never ever met before/want to meet ever again (delete where appropriate).

" class="middle" border="0"> JERMS same as the above.

sorry to the rest not mentioned.

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pw, then i'll be gone.

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 06:55:06 +0100

today: ao chinese paper.
learn chinese for what, all also never come out in the paper.. why so weird one?

i mean yea really. its sooo weird. anyway. i'd really miss some people in CJC after im gone to elsewhere. it sucks failing, not promoting, leaving, startin all over again, blablabla.

(to be continued.)

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1 more day.

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 18:48:50 +0200

to the end of
lectures
tutorials
gossips
chit-chats
dozing-offs
complaints
a division nationals
noise
lunching-after-school
mega clique
life in 1T13.

eric called. everytime he said somethin that made some sense i just wrote it down on a piece of paper before me. his main motive? to convince me to take sub-paper. and he said that the only reason i could give him as to why i dont want to take sub paper its just because of PLAIN LAZINESS on my part.

walau eh he..

dont know why, but i tore that paper and threw it away.

~~sub paper sub paper sub paper.~~ everyone calls me to APPEAL to take sub paper except maybe roseline. and this time and from now on i'll make sure i spell her name cor-rect-ly. people nowadays just aint understanding enough. or maybe they're also worried about themselves (i mean those who's situation's like me), but who ARE the ones who really really really care about you?

frazzled.

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mahjong.

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 06:00:53 +0200

pongs! pongsnation! just VERY weird things they say man.

presenting to you 1T13 guys.

rafart.
liang to the power of two.
jerms.
sheer.
the girls' shua ge.. OMGGGGG lol

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post-promos.

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 06:07:58 +0200

so, what's next?

see you in heaven, people.

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not mugging yet.

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 16:43:08 +0200

dont know why,
but i cant make myself mug yet.
i've been reading stuff,
yet not sticking to my schedule tight enough,
blablabla.
so want to play cus its the SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS?

so called. but it isnt..
its a STUDY WEEK. bleahs.

went back to stc on 31st aug instead of cj. everyone stays the same except for er maybe patrick? hes weird.. just, weird. and he kept hitting my cap! so much for wearing it on a scorching day. caught up with anna and jo, my 2 'sisters'..

01092005. teachers day and also, dhrye's 2 yrs. celebrated the day after.

baking was fun, but quite saddening. weiying serene and liang should have eaten the previous batch of LIGHTER COLORED cookies i baked the day before i went weiyings hse.. this is what my ah ma said bout the DARK COLORED ones.

BU YAO GEI REN CHI.. BU KE YI CHI. DIU DIAO DIU DIAO!

see? so disheartening.

BUT!

the LIGHT COLORED ones can pass. LOL.
dre's ah gong, sisters, sister's friends, almost everybody, said they're nice. OMG! so in the end i was happy.

weiying said he would be damn touched one lo, and so indeed.

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lunacy.

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 04:33:36 +0200

honestly, i so feel like going back to reunite with my whole bunch of pigeon fellowers.

addy,
disciple number one,
disciple number two,
disciple number three and i bet all 3 of em must be better than me now.
sharon,
kwan,
jo,
deb,
anna,
agnes, +++.

such a great difference.

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come saturdays w/o NDP rehearsals.

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 07:36:01 +0200

8:30pm. met serene, talked bout four british guys in the same cabin all the way til cck mrt. serene says weiying will like the green-tee one and i said yea got justin hawkins face. LOL wheres weiying man! anyway. went to some agricultural farm with the environmental club. not bad quite fun, i realise the farm is quite diversified. dogs lizards bull frogs fishes anemones smelly goats EVEN furnitures on sale and finally the harmless, odorless plants like aloe vera and wheat grass. all the cactus were so skinny that i cant help but to laugh at them. the sunflowers were way too cool, i must try growing them myself someday.

towned for lunch then zao to meet nic and angela at paragon. so hard to find BROWHAUS la. tsk.

studied at king albert park cus queenstown lib was way crowded. yea. at 7pm, mind was quite fixed on playing bball when i was supposed to study for the wholeee day. guilt sets in. so i told angela if we play earlier i'll go home earlier to compensate. but yea whatever and off we went tanglin cc.

saw binghong and friends. recalled playing with them before. nic is a bloody liar! he knows how to play bball! tsk. quite fun. and there's this old uncle.

UNCLE: NI NA LI DE? SHE QIU JIANG ZHUN.(where are you from? shooting's so accurate.)
ME: WO MEI YOU WAI DUI. (i dont play in outside basketball clubs.)

LOL.

outside bball clubs. sth that i so wanna join again last time after Os since i quitted the previous one during secondary 3. sian. i wonder how some jc ppl in those bball clubs cope with their schwork when they have their trainings so often at night sia.

called mum to fetch us at 9. supper at bedok... was freakin nice. reached home at 11plus 12am.

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Happy B'day Singapore! (she's MORE than stefanie sun.)

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 06:01:26 +0200

presenting to you Corrinne May, an international singer born and raised in Singapore... only now that i know of her existence. check out her songs like 'Little Superhero Girl', 'Save Me', at:

http://www.corrinnemay.com/safe/flash/index2.htm

she should be the one singing the theme song of EVERY year's National Day.

even better than our very own stefanie sun.

gotta go for ndp soon... please bless my cloth.

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clubbing.

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 19:00:51 +0200

dated 06082005 - my 1st clubbing experience.
sucks in the beginning when we started to loiter outside Newsroom bcos we couldnt get in. saw lotsa familiar people like duh its a CJ party (where J1s dominate). then went Front page... it was sians 1/2. some ppl just looked so unglam, so yewww, so not them.

went back to Newsroom and tried again.
i made it all thanks to my chiobu cum sister, those guy bballers, angela's friend and nich. having some negative comments bout some people already... a bunch of losers.

stayed at Newsroom til the whole CJ thingy ended at 4am. was cool, but so-so la. seriously, angela took care of me. was with her the whole night la. a pity andre couldnt make it... tsk.

went prata house at thomson... eating while falling asleep. LOL. cos buey ta han already.

i conclude that im a DAY person.

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the night is long.

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 18:09:00 +0200

nightmasters' back.
did a mega-giant card for xt.
with my awful drawings, burke's SO UN-LAME ideas and all, hope she'll appreciate it. but wth la we didnt manage to make her cry in the end... LOL. will miss her like shiats... that oh-so-feelingless bung who's flying off to the US. tsk.

been missing econs lect and hell lotsa schwork bcos of migraine... it sucks. heard that hafiz withdrawing from cj... that sucks too.

sigh la. it just seems that everyone's leaving.

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meet-the-parents.

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 17:05:32 +0200

dinner at some weird place inside OCBC bank...
...talked to Uncle Mark and Grdpa the most.

got myself introduced by dre/dre's mum so many times to so many people that i actually forget one when im introduced to another. it actually sucks when auntie dont-know-who (dre's mum's friend) actually commented,
"aiya why call you HY? like calling you some number like that. huiyee nicer!" and that just reminds me of a prisoner.

idiot... anyway.

swensens at the airport. more people came.

time for departure.
sent dre's parents off. been damn long since i last sent someone off. his mum hugged me and said, "Hope to see you in November." that's sooo nice of her. i was sooo freakin happy after hearing that la.

tears are indeed contagious.
dre's mum.
then sisters.
then bro-in-law.
then mum's sister.
then mum's dad.
then that auntie dont-know-who who gave me that shitty comment.

do hope i gave em a gd impression!

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"let's play a friendly match." -1t32

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 15:42:23 +0200

WOW WAS THAT A FRIENDLY MATCH. TO THE OPPONENTS WHO PLAYED AGAINST US TODAY, I THINK NOT ONLY YOU GUYS HAVE JUST WON THE FINALS, YOU GUYS TOO WON THE AWARD FOR BEING THE ROUGHEST NOVICE PLAYERS ON COURT IN THE WHOLE OF SINGAPORE.

1 bloody step i take or i just MOVE, they'd just come pulling pushing blocking me. they're like, WOW WOW WOW. lucky we didnt lose to em by 10 pts, otherwise serene would have to run around the court topless.. score was 16-17.

p.s. trying my very best to avoid using vulgarities already. 1t32, you guys are all damn "zai".. really.

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY.

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rainy days.

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 07:05:01 +0200

rainy days suck when you gotta walk ard cbd area and do ndp at a later time. but oh wells it was pretty fun yest with BRANDTSON rockin with us at the esplanade under the dark threatening night sky..

..AND THE DRUMMER TRULY ROCKS.

p.s. suddenly i felt taller watching em play throughout for 45mins.

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wanted: some space by myself.

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 18:26:26 +0200

this week flew past freaking fast.

& as i expected, mid-yr was totally FUBAR.
its like, ~~O.F.F.~~ for my subjs with 4 bold underlines in my report card, and thats like HOW NICE. i dont know what went wrong where.. but perhaps last min of planning and studying didnt help much after all. therefore im kinda of feeling stressed-up you see. yea. and special thanks to Ros for asking bout my welfare on much regular basis.. lol.

nevertheless, although 1t13 holds the record of being the "worst performing class" as said by gail ng, we're truly the hottest, sportiest, zaiest class in cjc this year already. its like jumping-points-jumping-points-opponent-zero that kinda thingy for both netball and bball la.. just like most of us said,

"we're just too impressive."

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1t13 damn zai.

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 04:55:55 +0200

~~Interclass Games Day 1~~: concluded that 1t13 has the most athletic girls in here; dominating both bball and netball courts is our forte. outta 20 classmates 17 are from sport ccas, let's just include our cheerleader of the year who publicizes us with her super duper loud voice.. now tel me how cool is that. *inside joke of serene and hy*

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relax.

Thu, 07 Jul 2005 19:08:59 +0200

although mid-yr's gone, im going crazy for lotsa activities at the same freakin time. gonna be real busy from now til the promo exams.. i know i know im forever this BUSY. bleahs whatever. today was out for bloody hell 16hrs bcos of SCHOOL-related stuff.

~~Geog Class~~: today miss lim aka environmental club propagandist was grouping us for the outdoor field study that we're so gonna do on some sat..

Liang: (in a goddamn serious tone) oh my god i pity rafael we should buy him earplugs la.

Me: (LOL and cant stop thinking bout it)

*sorry to all im just damn tired and too lazy to update further. pardon me yea.

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i know im a slacker. i know.

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 18:33:31 +0200

~~Theresian Awards Day~~: saw lotsa very nice ppl back in stc like rooo and shannie. was wayyy too cool man. BUT there was one thing that aint cool at all. baba & jean couldnt even step into the audi bcos of that bloody shankar. but i respect sister's decision of not attending the ceremony at all.. yea she and her oh so cool attitude. nevertheless the whole ceremony thingy was just okay.. bit boring here and there.

~~Batman Begins~~: was laughing throughout the movie with OH EXPECTED! andre. there was something bout the main actor that's just freakin stupid.. now dre so loves batman now.

~~Sat~~: made specs, collected specs, lost specs AGAIN. how nice.

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down three one to go.

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 14:46:38 +0200

hate it when some people go "sure fail one" when they wont.
oh whatever, but econs and geog i really screwed em up like totally. argh dont talk bout it. kinda of feeling frustrated these few days.. lucky dre was there.

sun: sleepover at weiying's hse. had my own room to study and all, her mum & dad were great hosts. everything was fine except the sleeping part, weiying needs 98.7fm all night long.

lookin forward to Theresian Awards Day this friday. i wanna karaoke. anyone?

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screw-you-mid-yrs.

Sat, 25 Jun 2005 07:19:57 +0200

im not supposed to be here but, who cares.
anyway. i want this coming week to go off quick. so that maths would be the last paper i'll pia for. although there's still promos to worry about after the mid-yrs, i'd STILL like to:
- go watch stc cdiv's matches.
- have a totally cool dinner with stc bballers.
- meet up with the nightmasters despite our forever-clashing schedules.
- jam at somebody's hse with the kinda rock band stuff.
- karaoke.
- be a over-enthu motivator on national day.
- go for regular fri night dinners with cj bballers.

7 things for now - hmmm i just dont suit a jc life. lol

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a lil more than just being down.

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 17:11:39 +0200

yeah, empty.

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so in a daze.

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 16:52:24 +0200

I heard that you were home again, but you don't look like you're back to me. With your focuses changing, your gaze is transfixed on a point that I can't often see.

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back.

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 09:36:48 +0200

boohoo. im back from NYAA tinggi camp! and it was gggreat. ros & me were in charge of the human anthropology project, and we did quite well okay? lol. went snorkelling (er bloody first time), kayaking (its very different when you kayak there i tell you), visiting the village (omg the kids the kids), blablabla et cetera et cetera. during the camp, the group im always hanging with kept me very much alive.

roselin - my roommate, the independent one ahem whom orie (correct spelling?) likes,
michelle - the girl with all the gadgets,
jason - the tall freak who loves singing nonsensical songs,
bing hong - the extremely helpful small-eyed with the wound on the leg which is considered very much :XX" class="middle" border="0">,
marc - the one who sleeps on the bus with a lollipop tuck inside his mouth,
jun da ~~aka michael~~ - the one who's nose just cant stop bleeding (just joking lol),
wei kang - the self-admit goddamn suey person,
kenneth - the very practical and talkative one,
ming xuan - the you-know-who who's weikang's idol.

yea. that's them. anyway. i find it quite stupid to continue writing everything or further elaborate whatever i did here, when i gotta hand up a 5000-6000 words reflection on this camp to mr tan on 31st july. so yea.

if you wanna know more, ask me.

p.s. missed you when you're not around.

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